As I was partaking of communion this morning, I was thinking
of the passover meal that we know as the last supper when Jesus shared the
bread and wine with His disciples. The
sharing of His body and blood in that way that night was the beginning of what
we now celebrate at communion. In Luke
22:15 it is recorded that Jesus said, "With
desire I have desired to eat this passover with you before I suffer..." I was thinking Jesus, how could you look
forward to this meal with great desire, knowing the great suffering that you
were about to go through? Shortly after sharing the bread and wine of that
passover meal with the disciples, Jesus went to the garden of Gethsemane And saith unto them, My soul is exceeding
sorrowful unto death: tarry ye here, and watch. 35 And he went
forward a little, and fell on the ground, and prayed that, if it were possible,
the hour might pass from him. 36 And he said, Abba, Father, all
things are possible unto thee; take away this cup from me: nevertheless not
what I will, but what thou wilt." (Mark 14:34-36)
In light of that, how could Jesus have looked forward to
that meal with great desire? As I was thinking about that, the scripture that
came to mind was this. "Looking
unto Jesus the author and finisher of our faith; who for the joy that was
set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is set down at
the right hand of the throne of God." (Hebrews 12:2) Jesus
was looking beyond the suffering and pain to the victory and joy that would be
on the other side of the cross for Himself and for His disciples.
Because of the joy
that was set before Him, I have often wondered if Jesus had a smile on His face
as "He said, It is finished: and he bowed his head,
and gave up the ghost." (John
19:30)